This week is National Storytelling Week. I was going to write about my experiences of story telling with young children. However, something else that I have been talking about this week seems to relate very well to story telling.
I have been having a sort out of the endless ‘stuff’ we accumulate in our house , part of that has been to thin out all the things we have stored that we never use and to collate all of our photographs in one place. During this process my husband found a box full of old letters, certificates and notebooks which contain so many memories that would otherwise be forgotten. We looked at photos of years gone by and the way that we remember things. I also had a conversation relating to memory with a neighbour who recently had a large family gathering. She talked about how when they all got together and talked about past shared events they each remembered it differently.
How much of our lives get lost because we don’t document it? When we need to find evidence of how we felt often we can only say , I don’t remember it like that but maybe that is how it was. Sometimes I wish I had documented my life so that I could look back and say with confidence , that is what happened , this is how it happened and this is how I felt.
At times I have kept diaries , mostly during my teenage years and I was so embarrassed by my thoughts years later that I threw them away but a part of me wishes I hadn’t. I have kept diaries of my pregnancies and early days of the children, because the children won’t remember those times and I hope that one day I will be here to answer their questions about it , but maybe like my own mother I will be gone by the time those questions arise. I kept a journal during my honeymoon, I don’t often read it but sometimes it’s comforting to look back on the best times in your life.
My point is that when we think of story telling we automatically think of fiction, but our lives are a story – often the most interesting stories come from real events. What may seem irrelevant or waffly thoughts right now will someday mean something to our children and grandchildren. My most treasured possession is a letter that my mother wrote when she was in hospital after having me. My dad found it after she had died and it is my only account of how she felt to be a mother for the first time . Stories don’t have to be about dragons and adventures , let’s not forget that our own stories matter too. For National Storytelling week I will not tell a story but will try to begin to tell my story so that I don’t forget and will not be forgotten.